Its a godthing and a video check it out

There is this overwelming feeling that takes place in my heart ones in a while, its almost indiscribable, and it only happens once in a while. Its not attached to any place, or state of mind.
Its Gods unbelievable love and grace for me, that takes my breath away this morning.

As Im praying and laying down the things that I hold on to so tight, before His trone.
With all that we are we give ourselfs to our havenly father everyday, and lets be honest, we are not a lot. All we can do in this life is be at our best but that is only possible with Him. I just dont always go back to that point. Dont we all.
Sometimes we get stuck in a situation, or a thought so bad, and it gets so big that it gets in Gods way of reaching out to us. We almost let that "thing" or situation deside whats best for us. At least I do that a lot. And all that I can do is draw closer to God and let all that seems so importend to me in my life go.
Letting go is not a thing Im very good at.
Ive known that for a long time now. But its not helping me either, its making my life incredible differcult sometimes, and hurts more than I should be hurt.
But as I started this blog, I have learned over the past years by praying and reading and just be silent in His presence, Gods grace and attention for me. Its overwelming when you do realise that He is the best thing in your life. What can happen when we actually give in and surrender ourselfs to truth like that. He is mighty to safe and is gently to Love like no one can!
As Im writing this more to myself than to anyone else, I realise that nothing is in my own control, as much as I have a big responsibility in my life, and I have recieved just like you have, the freedom to make choises and the knowledge to make the right ones.... In all that God has the final word if we let Him, and give Him the space.
I guess Im telling my self not to be afraid to give up the things I hold on to, and let the peacefull space of God fill my heart instead of my own "wise" thoughts....
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And as I am doing that, doors open and I see new cool caracter in my best friends, I realise how cool the things are that God has for, me and how beautifull that path that He is leading me on!!
Yes, God is allmight, freedom, great, freedom, tough in His love and grace is His way of life!!
What an amazing Love He Gives us!
I'm recieving it with bouth of my hands, and lay myself down in his peace, trusting in Him!!!
Amen.


Beacuse of advent I added this video, check it out, its in dutch but you'll get the message, if not Ill translate it for you;
He is coming......we dont know when or where or how, but do we still expecting? Are we ready fo Him, as in prepared? It made me think about all the things in my life that are way more importend to me that Jesus coming back.... I have to get ready, not in a superdrastic way, no a natural one, expecting that Jesus will come to us and make things good. When or where or how, are the least importent things to know, that fact that He promised one day He will be among us should make me, should make you, expectfull.............................................................................. ready?