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With God on my side I have nothing to loose, only things to gain.

donderdag 22 januari 2009

smashing windows and scary noizes...

Its past midnight when Im going to bed at my work. I have a nightshift wich meens, I have the responsibliti over 20 young people, while their sleeping.
But afte half an hour, I hear weird sounds coming from downstairs... It freaks me out. Sounds like someone is banging his head against the walls (i work with disabled kids...).
But after 2 hours we (a colege and me) find out, that somone broke in to the room below me, and smashed the window with a stone. Blood is on the floor, and the safe is outside, empty, all the money gone.. :(

We fallow the trail of blood and it leeds up to one of the kids room (26 years old). Its very sad, but one of our own kids stole money from us. He is so broke and addicted to drugs and didnt know what else to do, so he decided to take his chance... Unbelieveble.

One litle miracle, the litle kids I was looking out for upstairs where all a sleep, and didnt hear a thing! If they would have woken up....men, I dont even wanna think of what would have happend, but a lot of panic!

Anyways, after the police showed up and I gave them all the information I had, they took the litle thief with them, with my colege.
I didnt sleep that night, offcourse, adrenaline was rushing trough my vains and my head kept spinning. I think I was kind of blaming my self.

Another nightshift is waiting for me tommorrow...yay....not....

but just so all of you know... I have amazing co workers, and I love my job!!!

zondag 18 januari 2009

restless traveler



The churchbells ring. Loud and clear.
Across my house is a huge cathedral and every saterdaynight and sunday morning the pastor (i guess) rings the bells.
I open my eyes, wake up to the sounds of it...

Restless. My heart is beating fast, and I breath in.
Im running, but my destenation is unclear. I see mountains passing by, an ocean, all different kind of people are cheering at me. People from all over the world, different collor skin. Im trying to figger out where I am, and where I am going to.
Than I pass a desert, its cold there! (weird) The sand stings on my skin. And i close my eyes while I keep running. Sweat is dripping from my forhead, while I am running I trie to lift up my hand and whipe my forehead. But I almost trip.
The only thing my body seems to do right is run. My legs are doing all the work, I dont even need to think.
I run, and run.
And there is no time for looking back it seems. I want to....I want to know what Im running from, but my neck is refursing to turn around, and my eyes are stubern they keep looking forward.
I run and run.
The sand makes place for a concrete road, and trees are apearing. Big trees, and very green.
It starts to rain, and I keep running. My feet are sore, but I cant stop.
The wind is strong and I bow my back a litle while running. Faster and faster I go.
I can hear myself breathing, almost as loud as the wind, and my clothes are fillling up with water.
Mountains apear in front of me, I leave the rain behind with the trees and all that is left are the mountains, grass and rocks. No animals, no people, the sky is bleu. I want to stop and sit down, and think about what just happens. But I cant. I get angry, and trie to stop my legs from running. I almost trip, but it doesnt stop me.
I want to stop! I need to stop.
I run up to a mountain. Its a big one, and covered in rocks and trees that look like they were harmed by a fire.
I run and run and run... No times for pictures or a good look at the vieuw. I want to though, but its impossible.

Than...finaly I feel my legs are slowing down. I can look at my feet again, they are still running but not so fast anymore.
I trie to look around, but the higher I got the foggier it got.
I stop. I cant go further. Im on top of a mountain.
But I cant see where I am, or where to go next.
Clouds are surrounding me.
I lay down in the wet grass and feel the rocks underneeth the grass hit my body.
I close my eyes...

The churchbells ring. Loud and clear.
Across my house is a huge cathedral and every saterdaynight and sunday morning the pastor (i guess) rings the bells.
I open my eyes, wake up to the sounds of it...